Ground control to major tom, Ground control to Major Tom. Major Tom. Tom and Jerry? Idk anymore man/. You can tell the sleepless nights are catching up. The collective body of this entity needs endless naps that will never be acquired because what is this if not just the begining. It is funny tho eh? The effort, the progress, and then ultimately, the realization that it is nothing for what is to come. but it makes you wonder. Why do you do this?

Do you do it for recognition? for fame? for money? for love? for The Love? It is a question without answer, or at least a straight and attainable one. I often come to wonder about that. About the meaning of it all. of all the effort. of all the things, you let go, not care for, did horribly, as a sacrifice for this one thing. We would never know if it is worth it or not. And it makes one wonder. Should we even try? I am starting to believe no? I believe, doing  things for outcomes is, hopeful and probably not the best for your psyche. Because doing so, introduces expecations that will never or often be not met.

I believe. doing things for the love of the game, doing for the sake of doing is the way to go. Though my ass is naive as hell. and extremely dumb. So dont trust me (captionato) because, I dont trust myself. But if you take one thing out of this is. Do everything with love, and do it because doing it is the reward. Not anything that comes after. all of that is just a bonus. See you on the mountain climbers.

-Captionato
-A tired fella